EMPTY

its been a while. sobra. i just had one of the best days of my life. thank to my block4! hehehe. had so much fun.

still. i feel empty. haha. ito nangyayari pag nagpapaka-dork nako. hahaha. study na lang. DROGA na lang. hehehe joke! but missing bilog! hehehe

sorry if i am letting alot of people down. havent been myself lately. trying to find myself actually. haaay. i really feel empty. as in. nothing to look forward to. nothing to be happy or sad about. nothing happening.

all i want is my own cinderella story. my own fairy tale. my own prince charming. who falls for me effortlessly. i am so wanting it. especially now that prom is almost near. please.

really. i think about the future and i see nothing. collage. i am scared. unsure. will i be happy there? am i even happy now? no. please. trying not to be numb. grr.

and lately, i am soo attatched to my parents. why?? please. but hey i love them. even my sister.

haha. m listening to the old backstreet boys. bring back memories. good ones. wishingi was a kid again. play and play. no problems. carefree. please. bring me back.

help.

CLASS

and so ang tagal ko nang hindi nag bblog. hahaha. m in health class. hahahaha. katabi ko si ken. hihi. this is so illegal. hahahah. but anyway. i miss alot of people and i miss YFC.

hehehehe. guys..

grabe. basta nung june 1-3 YFC camp ng MC. so great!! i miss my DG. hehehehe. i love the service team! Worship and Tongues..grabe. the best.

tapos nung june 9-10 YFC camp naman ng Claret. hehehhe. so fun! hehehehe. nakakatuwa. kung kami may 90 + participants. sila mga 130. nakakainggit. babawi kami. hehehhe.. basta super cool. hahahahaha.  

haaaaaaay nako. tapos ang saya sa mb ngayon. hehehe. so we are dancing Paquita. hehehehe. plus Prince of Egypt! hehehehe. so fun.

haaay. basta i miss lot of people kaya msg me! love you guys!

break_dance_17@yahoo.com

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ballerinans.multiply.com

GK

yesterday, we had another yfc thing. and this time it was for GK. hehehehe. in other words..pumunta kami somewhere and we built houses. hehehe. actually..we didnt build anything except for a canal. actually yung boys yun. kaming girls..We PAINTED A HOUSE!!! hehehehehe..our house was Pink!!! hehehehhe..so yun.

that was me, pau, ate kookay, rica, cathy, celina..and the boys were tobee, alden, pat, gian, lennon, kuya chino and vino. hahahaha. tapos nakipag bonding kami with the kids inside the house we painted. si regine, melissa, jeric and yasmine yung kids. tapos dumating pa yung ibang kids. hahaha.

actually yung lang talaga yung ginawa namin. nakakatuwa lang kasi nakapag paint talaga ako ng house. wahaahaha. and of course it felt good to help other people. and i had fun with my yfc friends.

kanina we went to eastwood. and mostly dun kami sa may cybermall. i bought a watch!! hahaha. i promise myself i will not be late this year and i will not loose my watch. hehehehehe.

i am very nervous togo back to school. i Pray to God that i will have great classmate and not stinky ones. shoot.

INCOMPLETE

i dont know why but i feel incomplete. grrr. plus i feel like a total bum. I NEED A NEW LAPTOP. Really. this one is gonna give up anytime. please. hahahaha. i need one like errold's. hahahahaah! can i have yours??

school is about to start. i miss alot of people but i am worried. i wish my classmates would be the ones that i like. please. i am going to spend my last 2 years in high school woth these people. kaya sana matitino. can i just choose?? joke. but please.

i am also frustrated with  my Multiply. kasi for some reason i spent about 3 hours uploading pics and for some reason they are all gone. grrrrrr. oh yeah. my username in multiply is   ballerinans

HAPPY

m soooo happy!! hehehe..dba it was my birthday 2 days ago?? hehehe and i thought it would be a good one?? well..it started well and ended well!!!! heheehhehe..may nanguna..may humabol

hehe..yesterday..ate trina, ate niks, ate pau and i went to galle. if i were to choose what mall we would go..i would not be galle. m sorry but i dont like galle kasi. anyhoo. we watch Lot Like Love. suuuupero great!! as usual..kami nanaman ang pinaka nakakahiya sa movie house! why..?
1. we sat beside a couple who were kissing and  shit. hehe

2. ate trina..unsciously answered a question out loud asked by someone infront of us.

3. i kept laughin boisterously. ate niks did not stop laughing. and so did ate trina and ate pau.

4. moon bloodgood made us laugh. and so did papa Ashton. hahaha.

so..super happy. then we picked mama up sa office nya! nice timing..hehe mommy paid for dinner! hehehe we went to don henricos in tomas morato..and super ingay nanaman namin..hehehe..tapos we saw kuya aldo pa..hehe..kawawa. joke. hihihihi. 

grabe..iba talaga pag kaming 4 ang magkakasama. really humiliating but we enjoy each other and we keep on laughing, hehehe. and for some reason..ate trina's car rants on us everytime we are together..hehehe. but anyway. hehehe. and m happy kasi 2 people really made my birthday..happy. hehehehehe.